life, oh life

I woke up at 6am this morning, went online (unfortunately no one was online at such hour) so desperately, i fumbled back to bed with a horrible growling stomach. it wasnt even easy getting back to sleep with an empty stomach but i forced myself to sleep cos for heaven's sake it is Saturday!

I have been routinely waking up at 5 or 6 am these days, sometimes even 2-3am... it's just that difference was, i'd sleep back straigtaway usually. i dont understand why i just can't sleep the whole night thru, maybe that's why ive never felt completely contented with my sleep these days.... :P